Hdizzie's Journals

Random Thoughts

So I recently found a paper that i wrote a while back (five or six months back) and I figured that i would bring it up since itâ�™s a topic that has been on my mind lately. So one day in my writing class my professor decided that our next project was going to be on a random topic of her choice, so we were able to choose a question out of her bag and write about it. now lucky Heather I chose the question " what is something or someone that you feel sorry for, and why?" now at this point i looked at her and laughed but she was serious, so for the first three days I sat at the computer trying to find some sort of topic so i could get this paper out of the way, and NOTHING was popping out at me. Getting pissed i decided to quit and leave my younger sister finally have the computer back. Five minutes later she calls me and says " Heather, I want you to watch this interview with me, and then i want you to listen to this band because I think you will really like them " I didn't feel like fighting with her at that point in time so I then sat down and began to watch an interview with a band named Tokio Hotel. So Iâ�™m watching this interview and I must say I heard what was the saddest thing ever, Tom I believe it was answered one of the many girlfriend questions said " its hard for us to be able to find someone to get close to because we feel that no one will ever be able to look past the fact that were in a band". I honestly thought my god I feel bad for these guys, but not just them, anyone in a band and well that was my paper my professor laughed when I told her my topic but I stuck to it. I mean think about it these guys will go through how many false loves until they give up? Yeah it sucks Iâ�™ll admit Iâ�™ve been a fan of theirs for 6 or 7 months and Iâ�™m sure that there is tons more to learn about them, but why Google them? Well Iâ�™m not crazy and I can say this. There are many crazy fans, and when I took my younger sister to see Tokio Hotel in Sayreville NJ (yay three hour drive) I will admit what made me remember this paper and kept me thinking was when I heard a fan say â�œ I know where they are staying and what kind of car they are driving around in. I am leaving the concert early to wait outside of their hotel for them.â� Now I thought to myself, these guys are untouchable so go you for spending 30 dollars for a ticket to miss half the show to not get to meet them but whatever Haha. But what I didnâ�™t Understand is WHY would you do that? Yeah they are adorable guys and yeah their music is amazing but they are normal people, a tad strange at times but normal guys that are talented, and are lucky enough to get paid doing what they love. I just don't understand why people think differently towards them or any â�œfamous person" the only thing that is different between me and them is well money.... I mean yeah I went through that stage of acting like that but I look at it now and thank god that my younger sister doesnâ�™t act like that and I laugh. Iâ�™ve met many band and have gone backstage many times, no not from being a slut or a whore I am FAR from that, but just by treating bands like normal peopleâ�¦ I just feel bad for them. I would never be able to put up with stalkers, or rumors or half the shit they go through day to day so props to you... Well my paper got me a B+ only because she said that there were more â�œSeriousâ� things to write about... and I fought it and got my A but think about it. Why treat people differently because their talent was discovered??

yeah

it sucks when you realize that you think you find a band tha you can " maybe" look up to and then they turn out to be money hungry assholes...oh yeah gotta love it..i just think that they should all take a moment and realize that hey guess what the FANS really do matter.. WITHOUT them you would be NOTHING!! ..they go on about how they love their fans and they would do anything for them..thats all well and good but if treating them like shit because they asked for a picture..thats screwed up...not every band is like this i know but damn......PROJEKT REVOLUTION SUCKED yeterday in my opinion but oh well is only 100 dollars out the damn window

so...

lately i've been stuck in that phase where i can't stop asking myself questions like why do we need money, who are celebrites, why do we care so much about them, whats the point of college, what happens when you die.....just crazy things like that ...god i hate when this happens..i hate thinking hahaha its even worse when half of the crap i question cant be answered..oh well..thats all i like this thing hahaha

People are funny

people are very funny to me..just by what they do ..i mean you have the people who think way to far into things (me)and you have people who get way to involved in others lives that they know nothing about.its funny to see how we act i mean think about this..what is money..its a piece of paper that pretty much decideds the life you live..why? pointless pretty much or atleast thats what i think...the main thing i laugh about is the big F P word Famous People.....why to we worship the people labeld as ":famous"..who are they??...someone who can play a guitar better or make a death scene better thats all.. they are normal people who just get paid big bucks..honestly i laugh at that..but what my main point to this is why do we care soo much about what they do...i've been a member of this website for two days and it amazes me how many hate topics are out there because of Mr.Way's Gf...heres a hint to al l you crazy kids...GET THE FUCK OVER IT!!!...i could go on about this all day and you kids wouldnt understand the point...hes happy..shes happy..the end..get it...probably not..oh well....no i dont know either of them very well..i am a fan Of Mcr...and from what i have seen on her page she seems like a cool chick...so yeah thats all i believe my rant is done.....